'Don't worry',he assured.

Perturbed yet composed,
Like a dad preparing for her first day in school.

A bulky load,
And threatens to pull her down.

A journey,
And reminisces of the school bus.

Holding her tightly.

School was in sight,
And she left for it,
While Daddy looked on.
Nostalgic sat in.

"She will be fine", he told himself.

"Whats 3 days compared to 17 days?" He wonders..

And I sat down.

Thoughts, endless flow of them.

Blood-like,streaming through.

Emotions, of any, sat in.

Future uncertainties engulfed the optimism thoughts.

If any.

Do you ever wonder, if you died, how many will actually miss you, how many will remember what sins you did and forget what good deeds you have done?

When Maslow created the hierarchy of needs, what was his intention? Demostrating the 5 motivations for humans, for which each individual will ascend the levels when they have accomplished the basic?

"Once these are met, seeking to satisfy growth needs drives personal growth. The higher needs in this hierarchy only come into focus when the lower needs in the pyramid are met. Once an individual has moved upwards to the next level, needs in the lower level will no longer be prioritized. If a lower set of needs is no longer being met, the individual will temporarily re-prioritize those needs by focusing attention on the unfulfilled needs, but will not permanently regress to the lower level."Quoted from Wiki.

Can I beg to differ? Most I feel, have vision the self-actualisation needs as the goal. It should be a venn diagram,with 4 circles comprising of Esteem, Love/Belonging, Safety and Physiological, with Self-actualisation as the heading. I believed, not many, in this decade that will ignorantly want to achieve the basic needs, before accelerating for the self actualisation. Each individual, under different circumstances, will try to achieve self actualisation in their own unprecedented way, by hook or by crude.

Thus, many have unknowingly neglected the basic needs such as safety and love/belonging to reach the final stage. Hence, missing out experiences such as twinge, joy and satisfaction in attaining it. Lucky or not, you decide. Tasting the twinge is bitter, but you learned something. Having the joy is exhilarating and motivates you even more. Satisfaction, the utimate goal for all.

Therefore, I think the hierarchy shouldn't be a pyramid, for all the needs are to be established as self-actualisation, and the extend how each need is determined depends on the individual's goals and destiny.

Life is simple, if you know how to see it. Aren't all of us learning each day? One day, one day we will know life is simple, because human is just but one subtance on earth, like any other, it is not everlasting and vulnerable.

Learn to live happily, for God created us for it.All of us.

PS:It's not supposed to be an emotional post.

Ok,time for some overdue reflections.

Less than 3 months to NS.I can tell you its a freaking torturing wait because I just wanna get in and get out asap,but damn Im getting in the last of the last.

My great job at MOM is about to end pretty soon,next fri.Then,I will be emo,lonely and penniless for 2 months plus.I hope my savings can last me.

BUT I have thought through it,and will go for my Lasik after my work end.A tough decision,but since I have some time,and Im too lazy to work anymore,doing it now is perhaps a good escape from finding a new job.Fear is also a contributing factor,though Lasik is considered a minute operation.Then I can also train for NS!HAHAH!And I wish to go for another short getaway soooooooooon,anyoneeeee?????

Okay,I guessed no one's reading my blog now.Nvm,self-entertained.

Aisei.

Yoohoo!I promised to blog.

3rd July
Our first month.I shan't disclose what I made.A simple affair!

4th July
The day my age increased from 1 to 2.Spent my morning slacking at home,and then went to YT's home,then to ulu pandan Labrador Park which wasn't that ulu since.Breathtaking view of the sea,with the golden sun rays greeting us,coupled with SAF choppers hovering over us with the Singapore flags and a lovely walk through the serenity and greens of the place.

Spent the night at Dan's chalet,who shared the same birthday as me.Final chill out with my colleagues who are mostly returning to school.























5th July
A torrid day at the zoo.A forcefully signed contract and some egoistic-dealer stuff to cope for a shy and egoistic guy like me.Raining cats and dogs,and the best thing for that day was,a heartwarming steamboat,one which I was craving since the day I had the last one.






























6th July
A dinner with the best primary school pals at Admiral Grill in ulu Sembawang.Great chill out place with pool and KTV.

10th July
The day Siao Zhar Bo left us for Perth and the day I had one less person to make fun of.
























I don't know what it means but I don't care and don't wish to explain,because I'm tired from all the accusations of every little small things,and any other big matters.Fuck off all,if you think I'm bad.

Fuck.I need time to blog,play games,download music,sleep,run and pack my wardrobe.

And there seems to be none.

Byes,loves and misses to Shuhan,Yu Guang and Kell.A different path for 3 of them now,but one that Im sure will mould them into great people!

Kay.More bloggings this weekend,with photos.

and im 20.damn.

When the mind starts to disintegrate,you know its something serious.

And I wonder,how many really do take jokes and critisicism as a seperate issue.

I believe,in each and every human,there is a certain limit of threshold.

And that threshold level is something one should never take advantage of.

I'm scared,something may happen one day,but maybe,it never will,who knows?

Hibernating may be the only solution.

A little bit of it may add spice to our life, but too much may be too enduring for us and I'm glad it proved we are vulnerable and susceptible to it too,just like all the others.But I'm pretty sure nothing will be tough to hinder the path.There will be a rainbow after sunshine and rain..

Next.Im elated by whats happening in the world of soccer.Man Utd has signed a freako to replace Ronaldo and can't seem to get Benzema,Villa and whichever players they want.Bid goodbye to your crown dude.I prefer Man C to win EPL if Liverpool can't.LOL.

and its a day to more!!!!and I haven't complete it. -.-

and i need to worry about my uni for now too. -.-