peer pressure..

Sianz na...

sometimes moi really feel like telling her..

but hor..still hor..dunno wad to do leh..

haiz..

i really feel i am a failure,just like what jiale said.I am a failure.

I like her,but dared not say it out,but do anyone know what it will be like for me if i say it out to her.

Do u all know why i did not say out?Because i know my chance of succeeding is very low.People have tell me she will not like me.So how can i tell her if she will not like me.

If i tell her,she most probably will rejected and then our friendship may not be as strong as now.We may ignore each other.We might not be friends anymore.So why should i tell her then?

I am not like Ben.At least she call hims occasionally and msg him..but not in my case here.I can't tell her.Ben has the charm.I don't have.I am very emotional now.I don't know what to do.

Should i forget her?

I give up.I want to stay single.

today got jogathon,then decide go cine watch movie,wait for bus damn long then took cab with ben cj and zk..then met cher they all..then they dun wan go kbox so decided watch movie wif us..watch pacifier wif cher ziwei daph and eliane...nice show..

an interesting day for me and my friends today..the 3 of us knew who like who finally..haha..i started noticing ben behaving strangely..and bingo..nt oni i knew he like someone,i guess who he like right..qiang ar..then kang 1 oso is me i confirm 1..haizz..tai qiang alrd..anyway...hope we can 5 idiots can find true love..

wahaha..today no grp study tink dun haf..song man..we 4 idiots who sit tgt accompany cj to town..aiya..tt fat ass..say wad wan buy polo t..

arrive there pretty early at abt 3 +,went taka lvl 5 there..he bot fila 1..cheap sia..18.90 oni..

then nex is wad we want to c...wad he buy for cher bday on thur..went to take..walk alot..he never c nice pooh bear..sianz..then went action city heeren,still nvr buy..aahaa..went More Than Words at cine and yea..he bot 3 small 1..got pooh,piglet and donkey..quite cute la!1 cost 14...wahaha..i and ben c wad love can do to a person..haha...

Eh...update due to Lian Ma request..nothing going on much really nowadays except im slogging hard for my works..working hard coz of Os la..sianz sia..sometimes when i dunno how to do a question ireally feel so stress..feel like bursting..but my a maths tuition have help me much..now no nid copy ppl work unlike sec 3...lolx..so hoefully..i can do well...