你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回話凌亂著
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Monday, December 29, 2008
From a book
Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRY XMAS!Had a great Xmas Eve at ZY's place yesterday.Photos here.
I had been waiting to get a book on being happy,and I have borrowed 2 books from the library.And coincidentally,I got a book on Happiness during a gift exchange,and this book is much easier to apprehend.
Extracted.
Did you ever ask yourself:"What am I doing in this stupid job?"
So you ever feel like you are stuck?
If you feel frustrated or unhappy at work-whether you're a chicken plucker or a brain surgeon-your best strategy is..Give it all you've got.
Why?
-You feel better about yourself
-You develop your skills
-You develop a reputation
-Sometime,someone will notice you and offer you a better position,or
-You'll one day get the confidence to go do your own thing.
When we continually give our best,life naturally leads up toward new opportunities.Sometimes it takes a while,but it happens.
One more thing...opportunities,job offers-and romance-usually arrive when we least expect them.
Great opportunities and life-changing relationships mostly happen in the most unlikely situations.
It's life's way of reminding us to give respect to everyone we meet.
It's also life's way of reminding us to keep an open mind!
Successful people tell themselves,"If I make the most of this opportunitu,I'll get a bigger one.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
James Tan and ______ are listed as in a relationship.
HAHHAHA.Sucks la FB.SOOOO many of my friends got attached in recent months.Make me a green-eyed monster.
But its alright,I have my friends.Seriously.I am shagged from all the xmas shopping and all.Shopping everywhere and anywhere.Rushing here and there.Sleeping at dawn.But Im happy to able to do those when Im still young.
anyhow.I'm looking forward to Xmas,Xmas eve and New Year!
YAY!
HAHHAHA.Sucks la FB.SOOOO many of my friends got attached in recent months.Make me a green-eyed monster.
But its alright,I have my friends.Seriously.I am shagged from all the xmas shopping and all.Shopping everywhere and anywhere.Rushing here and there.Sleeping at dawn.But Im happy to able to do those when Im still young.
anyhow.I'm looking forward to Xmas,Xmas eve and New Year!
YAY!
Mournful
Sunday, December 21, 2008
A mouthful of empty talks,
Yet brimming with confidence.
Prideful and egoistic,
Sweeping all opportunities aside.
Regrets fill my heart,
Yet I let it pass.
If only pride was put aside,
Life may be sweeter.
Wailing alone on Christmas Day,
Defines how pathetic I will forever be.
I have to change.Much.
Yet brimming with confidence.
Prideful and egoistic,
Sweeping all opportunities aside.
Regrets fill my heart,
Yet I let it pass.
If only pride was put aside,
Life may be sweeter.
Wailing alone on Christmas Day,
Defines how pathetic I will forever be.
I have to change.Much.
HAHA
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
YEAAA!!I timbred last friday!! Too bad the one at art house was too crowded,so we climbed the dumb stairs up to mt sophia.bad music la.But at least i had a chance to chill abit.oh ya,same old welson with us since grad!and all our drinks are vibrant in color,suprisingly.
and i got myself a xmas gift.DOMO-KUN!!MUhahhaa! my 1st soft toy!but don't you think is super cute,and like me,it is brown!
borrowed books at lib today.guess i need to improve myself.entered into some dating website,but had to pay,so forget it.but why did i join in the 1st place?cause i think i think i had forget how to like a girl.HAHAHAHA!seriously....some girl,pls show your affection for me,cause i think i am fast turning into a gay.And i just finished Hot Shot.Cui,still got part 2.
anw.works suddenly piling up,when i thought the remaining 1 month plus will be a breeze to get through.I'm looking forward to Xmas!!! I think my blog/tagboard is dead.Nvm,at least I read what I wrote.
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
finally i'm done after weeks.
I will do it wholeheartedly for deserved lot..
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Back!From a long break.OK.Lazy. -______-
Gonna post a really really long post before xmas,so buzz off if you don't wanna read.
1)Repainted my room green,so it really looks damn greeny right now,or rather my mum didn't bought my expected lime green.But still,its a new coat of paint.
2)Booked my flight to phuket on 24th March!!Like finally. ''-.- Tiger is still on offer,join me,xx and yx if anyone wants.I really can't wait for 'yes,no,maybe' answer else I will never step out of Singapore.
3)A refreshing 09 which means Army and my lasik!Can't wait for both.
4)SIP gonna end in 1 month and 2 weeks,minus my off day means 1 month and 1 week,minus xmas and new year and weekend means 1 month!!!!YIIII HAAAAAAAAA!
5)Xmas celebration at CLARR(HOPEFULLY LAH) place again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6)6A reunion dinner on Jan 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7)Liverpool winning EPL in May!!!
Last but not least,I have realised I have never posted my driving experience before,not since the day I passed.Alright,I shall say that I am blessed not to have commit too many errors in my driving all these months,and not getting any summons yet.However,a close encounter with TAXI.Seriously,i can't hate taxi any much more.But really,taxi-drivers are the most irritating lot,before motorists and cyclists.Most noticeable,driving through humps without seeing them,and dashing across the barrier at Alexandra Hospital,without damaging any shit.So I must say I'm thankful.Not mentioning I crashed my co's lorry at some hotel's CP.SHhhh.Better not say this.Too bad the lorry was too high.
Another thing.Maybe work's made me more detestable.Somehow,I've realised,it ain't easy to maintain relationships,works,personal lifestyle.Somehow,you have to sacrifice part of those.You can't excel in work,and then have great relationships.Somehow,God forbid me to do so.If I have been detestable to some,I hope its only a temporary thing.Its pretty hard to juggle my emotion and intelligence aspect.And when you have people who really really looked down on you,it really shattered my confidence to null.It really numbed my heart to an extent,whereby,sometimes I feel I am soul-less.I've never felt that upsetting before,because I believed I am capable,at least others respect me regardless of academically or emotionally.But I have always believed,I am capable to some extent.
Its not supposed to be an emotional post or what.I really hope to regain some confidence back,maybe bits and parcels of them?I have to remind myself no matter what happens,I must not look down on myself.That is the last thing to do,and the link between failure and success.
But amidst those lamentable and poignant experience.Its Christmas,and its the exchange of love and hugs.My friend,if you are reading this,stay on well,you will get through this,and I believe you will bounce back.We really miss you..
The fun stuff about attachment!
Gonna post a really really long post before xmas,so buzz off if you don't wanna read.
1)Repainted my room green,so it really looks damn greeny right now,or rather my mum didn't bought my expected lime green.But still,its a new coat of paint.
2)Booked my flight to phuket on 24th March!!Like finally. ''-.- Tiger is still on offer,join me,xx and yx if anyone wants.I really can't wait for 'yes,no,maybe' answer else I will never step out of Singapore.
3)A refreshing 09 which means Army and my lasik!Can't wait for both.
4)SIP gonna end in 1 month and 2 weeks,minus my off day means 1 month and 1 week,minus xmas and new year and weekend means 1 month!!!!YIIII HAAAAAAAAA!
5)Xmas celebration at CLARR(HOPEFULLY LAH) place again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6)6A reunion dinner on Jan 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7)Liverpool winning EPL in May!!!
Last but not least,I have realised I have never posted my driving experience before,not since the day I passed.Alright,I shall say that I am blessed not to have commit too many errors in my driving all these months,and not getting any summons yet.However,a close encounter with TAXI.Seriously,i can't hate taxi any much more.But really,taxi-drivers are the most irritating lot,before motorists and cyclists.Most noticeable,driving through humps without seeing them,and dashing across the barrier at Alexandra Hospital,without damaging any shit.So I must say I'm thankful.Not mentioning I crashed my co's lorry at some hotel's CP.SHhhh.Better not say this.Too bad the lorry was too high.
Another thing.Maybe work's made me more detestable.Somehow,I've realised,it ain't easy to maintain relationships,works,personal lifestyle.Somehow,you have to sacrifice part of those.You can't excel in work,and then have great relationships.Somehow,God forbid me to do so.If I have been detestable to some,I hope its only a temporary thing.Its pretty hard to juggle my emotion and intelligence aspect.And when you have people who really really looked down on you,it really shattered my confidence to null.It really numbed my heart to an extent,whereby,sometimes I feel I am soul-less.I've never felt that upsetting before,because I believed I am capable,at least others respect me regardless of academically or emotionally.But I have always believed,I am capable to some extent.
Its not supposed to be an emotional post or what.I really hope to regain some confidence back,maybe bits and parcels of them?I have to remind myself no matter what happens,I must not look down on myself.That is the last thing to do,and the link between failure and success.
But amidst those lamentable and poignant experience.Its Christmas,and its the exchange of love and hugs.My friend,if you are reading this,stay on well,you will get through this,and I believe you will bounce back.We really miss you..
The fun stuff about attachment!
A :) affair!
Monday, December 01, 2008
Work.Nah,let's not talk about work.Its so gonna end in a month plus or so.
Have been spending all my hard earn 500 per month salary on FOOD!TONS of supper the past week because of the easy availabilty of chaffeurs including myself,meet-ups including dining at astons,shokudo,YISHUN hkg cafe,yuki yaki,Delivery of goods with HJ and it means passing by petrol station to pump oil and therefore equals to shopping at the convenience store for food and lastly my over indulgence in tau huey and the new-and-very-affordable POKKA Teh Bing.
Indulging in food is perhaps the best way to destress.Did I mention I saw 9 lamborgs at millenia walk?AND AND X'mas is coming!!!I can smell the xmas air as everywhere is playing xmas carols,and there is a new xmas tree in my office!Xmas is a festive of loves,greetings and reunion!So let's forget any unhappiness for now and enjoy the festive!I need more reunions from sec and poly mates!
Have been spending all my hard earn 500 per month salary on FOOD!TONS of supper the past week because of the easy availabilty of chaffeurs including myself,meet-ups including dining at astons,shokudo,YISHUN hkg cafe,yuki yaki,Delivery of goods with HJ and it means passing by petrol station to pump oil and therefore equals to shopping at the convenience store for food and lastly my over indulgence in tau huey and the new-and-very-affordable POKKA Teh Bing.
Indulging in food is perhaps the best way to destress.Did I mention I saw 9 lamborgs at millenia walk?AND AND X'mas is coming!!!I can smell the xmas air as everywhere is playing xmas carols,and there is a new xmas tree in my office!Xmas is a festive of loves,greetings and reunion!So let's forget any unhappiness for now and enjoy the festive!I need more reunions from sec and poly mates!
