Oo.Guess what.Met 3 people when i came back.

And i was sneaking like a thief in Ntuc,well because i was checking out which counter's cashier will be the dumbest.Because i wanted to buy Long Island T.And i was spot on.Aha.She just let me paid through.Woohoo.

Then saw Weiyang outside,he threatened to set my alcohol alight with his proclaimed ZIPPO lighter,when he bought it at ABC for 1 buck.

OO.Cool.Caught another science fiction show on starworld,Wow,all these alienic stuffs.And there is world scariest ghost at 10..I want to go JC and take up physic.

Wow.All this advertisment about various halloween party is making me drool.

The wakeboarding at zoukout is so cool.Wtf.With Olevel,hmm.Its tough to do any desirable thing.

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Was switching channels when i chanced upon this.

Mystery of the Bermuda Triangle.Woah.I love this when i was young,with its mystical uncertainity of the triangle,its one of the most kept secrets till today.And they showed the Devil's sea at pacific ocean,and go on ranting about whatever alienic stuffs.

A great sense of charade,as it showed how the Derbyshire was lost during WW2.And they found the wreckage and proved that there is scentifc explanation to all.Hmmm.A great show.Will love to visit the deepest sea,Devil's sea in the future.

Often,reality is distant from what you have envisioned.How true.

Then why do people tell us to have dreams?How contradicting.

This feeling is back.I want to be unfriendly,unhuman,cold,vengeful again.I just need to be one to save me from sucummbing to it.Right now im only a smiling devil,but longed to be without the smile.

Gosh.How cruel is this world?Quite.

I was in 7-11,then saw this small little boy.He was holding this plastic bag,and i assumed it contained edible in it.He was like happily happily waiting to eat his food.All of a sudden,this ludicrous grown-up knocked onto him and there goes his food.Crashed.

That little boy looked at the man who walked away without even noticing what he had done.Wosh.His eyes contain this dispiritedness.This idiotic,hare-brained,moronic,pundae jackass ought to be spank.

Ever since i picked up literature,i really learn to feel for people.Maybe learning lit isnt that bad after all.

Wow.Common topics hor.All bloggers blogging about science practical.But im not gonna blog about that because i think im gonna fail terribly for my physic practical.

Why is people all around me asking me if they are fat anot?How do you define fat then?Hmm.Sounds sophisticated.Let me discuss whats Fats then.

Fats are actually unsatuated compounds and contain ester linkage in them.They contain the 0=C=0.
1.They are a major structural component in cell membranes.
2.They are required for the synthesis of important chemical substances in the body.
3.Fats in the skin are important in preventing water loss from the body.
4.Fat is an essential nutrient that produces energy for daily activities and supplies the body with vitamins A, D and E, which are needed for healthy skin and optimal growth.

How to reducing taking in fats?Hmm.Try being a vegeterian for 3 months.Anyhow.Does it really matter if you are fat or slim?

Why do one person see the glass as half-empty and another one see it as half-full?Those who sees youself as fat.Why not see yourself as one which will survive longer in a cold and bitter winter than one who is made of bones.

Hmm.God need to bless me for today,tomorrow and the next.

Woo.Cause i will be doing alot of things in these 3 days.Too tired to say what i would be doing.

And you know what.I finally passed the last lit test Ms Tan gave us before graduation.You know that kind of phew feeling.In 2 years,so many tests,i finally passed 1,the last test.And hopefully olevel too.Hmm.Am i dreaming?

Champions league today.Woohoo.

Man Utd plays Lillly..or rather Lille.No Rooney though.Hope Bardsley and Rossi are playing.

Wah.Really getting old already.Cannot run here and run there like before.

Need tongkat ali to replenish my energy.

Thanks to Sihong,i really knew which club to support.Your words knocked senses into me.And thanks for the various bands,i really like Senses fail,the ataris,hawthorne heights(WBA stadium?),motion city soundtrack,change of pace

Guys,please address me Roque next time.No more James.Roque.Ok?Its a R.I like it.After so many years of searching for 1 name,Ah.I finally got it.

Woo.Think im gonna support Man Utd again.Van der Sar,Rooney and Rossi.3 perfect role models.Thanks for making soccer such a wonderful game.

No thanks to Chelsea.They make the EPL look bored by winning 5-1.Its like if they dont win by a huge margin,then it will be a surprise.

Anyhow.Liverpool.Disappointment.

Just to brighten up your day.
What did people say to the monk who tried to comb his head?(Country's name)
What did people say to the soccer team who tried to win with 3 players?("")

Shu Ge Lan(scotland)
Ying Ge Lan(england)

Sihong met an idiotic moron.I will love to meet one too.

Soccer,tuition,pool,home.How boring can life be?Without the tuition,things might have been better.

I didnt set my alarm,but i forget to off it.So,woke up at 840.

Went back sleep again until about 12.45.Went bugis.And who said Singaporeans were closed,since they were not open.I saw this man,his hand placed on his woman's ass,rubbing it around for many rounds,and continued doing much to the disgust of us.Hahaha.

Is touching ass such a great sensation?

Oh shit.I'm tired.I'm not gonna set alarm tomorrow.

Hmm.Maybe later go bugis with wy they all.Ah.I seem to be an idiot.Contemplating about that again.

Oh well,never mind.I'm just tired.

Wahaha.Finally graduated after 4 years.A little sense of achievement though as i havent miss a single attendance in my 4 years here.Woo.

Took many pictures with different people today.I will post some interesting ones,like with Ms Tang and Mr Tan.The chapel hour was great,cause Sihong and Bella's speech were definitely by far the most interesting and comical.And Ms Chionh ordered a bee-hive cake for us,which was so sweet.

Now.No more guidance.Alone.However,with vast knowledge and skill impart from our teachers to us.We will walk it safely.

There's many soccer matches later.11.25,then 2.25 then 8.25.Wah.My eyes are gonna become even blacker tomorrow.

Well.4 years ago,we were still all gundos.Now,everyone has grow up,urm,hopefully.We are graduating tomorrow.Idea of leaving this school forever?Bleak.Boring.Bland.And it seems really fun doing something for the first time in my four years here.

School service.Ahaha.Well,i did that for the 1st and last time today,for skipping lesson.It was fun anyway.Pardon me for writing all those school's stuffs again.I dont know whether there will be any more chance to do that.Kinda of missing all the teachers that had taught me.Especially Ms Chionh,Mr Tan and Mr Lau.And of course,those great kakis.Soccer,study,see mei meis,shopping.Any more of this after tomorrow?

Went causeway today.With WELSON.And to think he wanted to see mei meis,there was ironically none.Memories hold a great deal now.And Paco Herrara,scout of liverpool is widening his scope of searching for good players.There's one in Singapore.

Sudden darkness before me.A sense of bewilderedness.Am i going blind?Nope.Just that the electrons in my block had stop moving.

And how lucky i am to experience this,to know not to take things for granted.Whoever invented electricity must be blessed.How often do we take electricity for granted?And to think in the third world countries,disasters-struck countries are all depreived of electricity.How i admired their preserverance.

Back with electricity.Cheers were heard.But i was most displeased with the fact that only half of my block was without electricity.The other half was still intact.Anyhow,thanks to the electrician.

Oh ya.Went causeway lunched,walked walked.Then saw this girl.Wahaha.I wanted to take number,but then Ben and CJ say not pretty,at least not prettier than Daph and Cherlyn,thats what they said.But i found her side view not bad.Hmm.Maybe its just side view.And gonna graduate on wednesday.Really feeling abit nostalgic now lo.It seemed 4 years had passed pretty quick.Let bygones be bygones.Anyone?I am gonna missed so many people.

Man,it seemed quite untrue when I saw the time.Oops.1.35pm.I woke up this time today.

2 factors contributed to this,slept at 4.30 yesterday,and indulging in excessive drinking of Sherry's.And alcohol can really make one have a nice sleep.Which suited me because i were those that could wake up with 5 hours of sleep.

Therefore,i must adapt to alcohol next time.Then,i can be a nocturnal animal.Orchard?When will i go there again to see those mei meis,hopefully soon.And i just need to convince myself that i love studying,even though its against my conscious.

And i dont think i have the same situation as you,Urm,at least to myself.Maybe i need a psychatrist too.

Guys,please spend afew mintutes to read the belows.They are what i learnt from the book Unlimited Power and it really can help change significant things in your life.

Why do people choose to see the darker side of reality?Why cant they try to reframe when reframing is a way to communicate with ourselves and others?

Things do not change;we change.It is the mind that maketh good or ill,that maketh wretch or happy,rich or poor.Please dont fault,find a remedy.For it nothing has power over us other than that which we give it through our conscious thoughts.

There is nothing good or bad,but thinking makes it so.Devils can be driven out of the heart by the touch of a band on a band or a mouth.People are not lazy,its just that they simple have impotent goals-that it,goals that do not inspire them.So find the goals that inspire you.When there is no vision,people perish.

To effectively communicate,we must realise that we are all different in the way we perceive the world and use this understanding as a guide to our communication with others.For one who is too insistent on his own views,finds few to agree with him.

Life is not a static thing.The only people who do not change their minds are imcompetents in asylums who cant and those in cemeteries.If you do what you have always done,you'll get what you have always gotten.Ask yourselves then,do you really want that?If a man havent discover something that he will die for,he isn't fit to live.

He who knows much about others may be learned,but he who understands himself is more intelligent.He who controls others may be powerful,but he who has mastered himself is mightier still.

There are two things in life:first,to get what you wanted;and,after,to enjoy it.

Woo.I must say i am physically exhausted,but not mentally exhausted.

Because i did quite alot of things today.First,woke up at 7 dididada abit,then went chem lesson.After that went orchard with ben weiyang and jiale.

And yes,i won him in pool.And jiale was sucker,he deprieved me of looking at this mei mei when he changed his mind about buying drink.Suck him man.That girl was gorgeous.

After that,went play abit soccer,then rushed back go woodland mugged.I seemed to do alittle more things than people sometimes.But im happy to do those things.

Keep on coming.I want to be occupy all day,else i will die alone at home.

Someone like Sophie Willocq is bless with all the gratifying looks and vast knowledge,can really make an average looking person looks below average.She's just 15 and there she goes into my ranking book of women with great capabililty,with the likes of Michelle Wie,Maria Sharaporva and Emma Watson.

Sophie and Michelle are of course mixed bloods and this definitely contributed to their versatilty.How i awed in ethusiastism and their equally matching success and this really makes me think hard-Whether humans are really not perfect.Or rather those who made these statements feel inferior to them?

Vous m'avez demandé une question l'autre nuit, je dis no parce que du début à la fin, j'ai vous occupe dans mon coeur,
qui ne part pas d'espace pour les autres.

Une année, 2 années, 5 années ? je n'ai pas des objections l'attente, parce que mon bonheur est rassuré par vous.si vous êtes heureux, je serai heureux.

Had a good day today.At least.Cause we did something no one expects us to do.And its so freaking idiotic that i can't seem to lie.Never mind about that.

I did something quite extraordinary for the 1st time in 4 years.That was to see doctor.

I couldn't endure the sickening butterflies in my stomach anymore and i counted that i went to shit 14 times since yesterday.

I'm given 2 days MC but i'm coming nonetheless as we are graduating on wed.That mean there's little time to mix with our friends.

Guys if i didnt get to school later.Its either i have overslept or i have died from dehydration.

I have been shiting or rather lao saing non-stop.Its been terrible.When the liquid waste from my body just didnt come out from the orthodox way,but in fact,in unorthodox manner.

The excruciating physical pain+ the psychological pain=Is making me dying.

I'm sick,tired and lost.

I think this is retribution and i deserved it.But will there be any result if i hold on to it,something which i know there will be no outcome.Will i still make the same choice?Yes.

You all maybe looking down on me now,but why not putting yourself in my shoes?Try it.And you shall see what i am facing now.Despair,hopeless,grief-stricken,lonely.

If i put myself in your shoes,i will definitely say WM is an idiotic f***ing guy who sucks,f***.That's how God created human's nature.But something may seem as easy,but its really quite sophisticated to the one involved.I'm definitely not saying whose right and whose wrong here.I'm definitely in the wrong.And i don't wish to be smeared by anyone,and do not wish to lose any friends over this thing.I know this will somehow make me a detestable person,but do i have a choice?If something could be change,i will sure be more focus on it.But no,i'm sick and tired of it.

I do not know whether what i have make will be right or wrong,but life's is all about uncertainty and i got to try it out.If i got to resign to fate,then i will have nothing to say.I know you think nothing of me and i was fantasizing all the way till now.I maybe just another friend in your eyes.Sorry for my indeciveness and my infactuation.But i think you will be glad that you have a person less to disturb you now.Take care.

Ah.Just came back from studying with zk zw and keith at Buddies Hoagies Cafe at Khatib.

Studied for 2 hrs but actuallt is talking for 1 1/2 hrs.Before that me ben and zk went Vonsoon cut hair.Qiang ar the hairstylist.

Just came back from studying,but not tired.

Went causeway Bk study..wah other places many people.Study from 3-6.50,then went eat then go pasar malam.AHAHA.

Before that went to Bukit Timah eat lunch celebrate my ah ma birthday.Vegetarian food was quite nice though.

Ciao.

My day end early since i started it early.Had soccer training from 8am.

After that went to cine fot the Perfect Ten 3-a-side soccer.Wosh.It was fun.

Shan Wee,the perfect 10 DJ approaches me and sherman to form a team of 3 la.Hahaha.So we called ourselves the Everthing FC since our opponent was called the Nothing FC.We lost 2-1.But still can get free movie tix to GOALS.

Then we went for second try.haha.Anyway it was fun even though we lost all 2.Then went pool at lucky plaza.Today we also saw Daniel Ong,Veron A,Justin Ang,Jamie Yeo and Ben Yeo.