Sometimes,when i look into the reflection,i wonder:After 18+years,how much have i achieved?Not much.And then i wonder,could i have done it better?Do i have any regretions?Obviously,but then i looked back,i seem to have more of these than others.Why?I asked myself...
Failure i seems,but is it too late to realise it now?I dont know,sometimes i just feel so pessimistic..But when i read about how others,with plights worst than me,stand up,and continue to live strong,i look at myself,and realise how feeble a person i am,how unappreciative i am..taking everything for granted..
Yet,you see happiness,love,joy around you each day,you cant help but envy...But then i thought for a moment:Why grumple,why sulk?How many times did i take the initiative to make someone's day?I dont bother too because i was full of pride.I have this fucking mentality:Dont talk to anyone unless they talk to you first.Fuck this.
And i wonder,when will i able to walk out of the tunnel?Im still walking,trying my best to run out of it,but the route ahead doesnt warrant an escape..
But nonetheless,i will continue to work towards being a better person...I believe each day im learning how to..
Oh man.Was feeling quite bad the past few days.Just feel like downing drafts of beers..But i should not be avoiding problems man.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Nov-A month of birthday babes and hunks.Let me wish them.By dates.
1.Ben Tan 2.Jiale 3.Caijun 4.Ziwei 5.Allena 6.Jian Ning 7.My sis
Happy Birthday my friends!=))))
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Loving my N6500!Its STEEL.
Happy colleagues!
WHO WANT TO JOIN ME AND GARY LO TO HK IN MAR NEXT YEAR?$180 RETURN AIRFARES ON JETSTAR.its $210 by tigerair now.Damn.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Some said my blog boring cause lack of photos.OK lor so i shall post 1 with pictures. Anw.This is our group field trip to Labrador Park.An ulu ulu place with some tunnels and a great view. The tunnel of great history. Sia la.Nice view in Singapore. DUA LENG GONG. Afer climbing up thousands of steps.. They saw ghosts. I like this cause im in it.. Dont see my left hand. See serena's dumb pose.HAHA.
I don't care how others see me for what Im appearing;Because I feel I can compromise if it takes that bit of trouble to let people smile;But sometimes,Im thinking:Is it worth it for me to always compromise?I should think so.One shouldn't share his woes with friends because why build your misery on others?Sometimes,when I do something positive,some think im putting on an act..So tell me,how should i be
Monday, November 05, 2007
Boo.Seeing how Liverpool plays at times will kill you la.How nice if Mourinho is to be in charge of Liverpool?
Anw.I can feel the difference.A huge one though and it doesnt feel good unless something is done.
And i booked my Driving Test alrd.Like finally.But its so so far away la in April 08.=((
o man.Where are my guy friends?I want to play pool,soccer,tan,porn,bio girls with them!!!HAHAHA.Fuck.
Field trip tmr!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
YEA im back!
I think my new classmates are a quiet bunch of lads but nvm,im sure we are able to start crapping soon.Oh ya,Im the class rep!Reluctantly,but since im being appointed
and good lucks to those who are taking As!!Esp my BROS!Miss seeing your asses and please do well and dont join me at tp.