I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down


I have nothing, but apologies to offer. Maybe, I really don't deserve all of these. What lies ahead? If it is anything bad, then I can only blame it upon myself. Sorry for my sins, and thank you for the moments.


.

24th April 2006. I started out my tertiary education in TP as a freshie.

19th May 2009. 3 years down the road, I completed my Diploma in Hospitality & Tourism Management. An amazing journey, one of hard work and fun, one which encompasses friendships and hardships.

I am proud to graduate from here. The amazing journey, with the amazing people I've known. The project assignments each semester, the endless deadlines to meet, and lack of sleeps sumed it all up. My toughest time of all happen during my internship, one of sweat and pain. Sweating physically and emotionally painful, there were several moments of giving it all up. But for the perserverance and determination, I pulled it through. A very good experience, one which may have mould me into being a better man. The only regretion- No CCAs and Not studying hard enough to get into local Uni.

Friends, thanks for the memories and fun. The path will be different for everyone from now on, but I'm sure the memory will last, and the friendship will continue...

Thank you for those who came to my grad. I appreciate it.

Off to Redang tomorrow! Meanwhile, TC and wait for the pictures!! ;D

I wish upon the stars,

That it was meant to be.

For the heart and soul,

And for the lingering mind of mine,

That the past shall never hunt me down.

The shattered dreams which based on inferior ground,

Make it a history but heed the lesson.

Do not expect a reciprocative response,

For it shall and will never be one.

The dutifully reward,

Is not decided upon your actions.

A lesson which is learnt,

To focus with your heart and soul.

A smile is perhaps the best reward for me.

omg. been too busy recently to update.

life's been great so far,with all my friends.

omg,Liverpool need to buy Tevez!!!!!we need a rooney for us!get him benitez,i promise to love liverpool more and to psycho mna utd fans to convert to liverpool!!!AHAHAHA

ok.updates soon.

Lead: to guide in direction, course, action, opinion, etc

If anyone doubted my intentions of any kind, then do read whatever posts I have written here, because here is where I will best articulate my most truthful thoughts and pardon me if any of my actions suggest otherwise.

Socialising is something which I enjoyed, however, it is also something which has caused me harms. And I do wonder, what will I be if I had chose to be an introvert, and what friends will I make if I stop socialising.

Socialising has its limits, however, as we grew older, I realised socialising isn't the first on my agenda anymore. In the past, socialising may be seen as the priority for me. Its just so hard to mingle with people of different ideas and thoughts. Rejection for anybody is hard to swallow, but having the courage to reject others should not be compromised.

I have failed in many parts of my life and apologised if I have offended any. But a man can't please everybody...

I don't want a burden, and I don't wish to be a burden. Strike me off, if you think I'm not worth it.

I will work hard, because I know it's worth it

An oasis appeared in the middle of a desert..

What will you do?

Its a funny life when we looked at it...How often have we wish for the luxury and get disappointed when we don't get it? Who do we blame afterwards? Not us, but our family, our luck, our life and everything else....


Come on, we wouldn't be disappointed if we hadn't had those thoughts, rather be extremely satisfied if we get a little hut overlooking the wide blue horizon..

If the respected wolverine can live in the mountain, away from the hustle and bustle with his beloved wife, why not us who don't command as much respect as him?

Because he was contented, contented to live simply and happily with his wife and a simple job to get back, without lusting after luxury.

But then he did, this time with vengence. But he has no choice, or rather his only choice was to seek revenge for his wife.

Seeing the beauty within an individual is a gift and an art. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. The beholder, has often his/her perfect image, which then he/she will use that to compare with the reality. But beauty doesn't mean having a angelic face and devilsh body. Beauty reflects out from the heart.

I have understand but everything just wasn't meant to be. If there is one chance, I will grab it.

X-MEN IS SPLENDID!