If I can have a wish that can well truely be granted,

I want to be a product, a new product being introduced to a new market-Diversification.

I need a new faith, a new belief, a new confidence and a new courage.

Being me is despairing.

If only I have experienced the life of little Jamal in slumdog,I might be more contented..

To say that I am idle is an understatement.
To say that I am busy is an overstatement.

GAWK.What have I been doing since the research paper?
I have been sending out tons of resumes to potential employers but it doesn't look too pleasing.Now I know how bad the economy is.I will love to go backpack in Europe,but its still a dream for now.Nonetheless,I shall prevail for the sake of my depleted bank.

Pub hopping yesterday.





Caught Slumdog millionaire today.A great movie,one with much impact and emotions.

I NEED A JOB.

Alright finally i resumed my life after yesterday.

Few of my male friends have been bother what we termed as Romance.Some are being tormented mentally,some clueless and some still hoping for a revelation.You can't blame them,V day is just around the corner,where love is in the air.I applaud them for their persistance and their attitude.

I ask myself:what on earth are they guys doing?getting f-up over girls?No way!
And then I thought about it:Dint all these happen to me before? Yes it did,and it was only few months ago.Wasn't I behaving like they were now?I went through what they are going through now,but far from the intensity of theirs.

I let go immediately,without a fight.It was sad.How often have I done this?

The law of attraction,
A philosophy and apprehension.

Men investing wholeheartedly,
Women calling it moronic.

Some treated like a fool,
Some led by the nose.

When letting go was imminent,
Hopes came calling.

Rejuvenated and revitalized,
Bearing fantasies and belief.

It was all an assumption,
Of absurdness and lunacy.

Men fell for it,
For the capriciousness of Women.

V.V im back from cny.

I've gone for so many house visiting this CNY and earning hong baos!

Research Paper is literally killing me.

I nearly died of heart attack yesterday while watching liverpool match.Seriously and really.I was cursing and swearing like so mad bangla in my room,fucking at every touch by liverpool.First, it was 1-0 to Portsmouth,then it became 1-1,then they scored again,then I was like OMG!!!!!!Then at 90min,Kuyt hit an unbelievable shot which squeezed past James.Finally that duke scored.I thought,well its still alright with a draw.THEN,TORRES SCORED WITH A HEADER.The elation was unbelievable.I hate and love Liverpool.How many times have they shown the courage to come back this season?BUT,if they hadn't conceded,they wouldnt need to come back.LIVERPOOL!!!PLS dont do this kind of things again,I have a weak heart,so do all your fans.And Torres,you are the only man whom I will ever love,no other BFF.

Anw.Past few days have been great.I have learnt something from kiat.And spending time with my pri,sec,and year 1 poly cliques,I am myself.Someone,who wouldn't put on any facade,someone who will give it out and someone who can laugh it out.

Its funny how i tend to behave differently in front of people.But I behave from the bottom of my heart,to people whom i trust.Let me by myself...

I have a wierd syndrome.If I have something left undone,for e.g. a deadline within a week,I will tend to go home very early,thinking that I will go home and do it.Its my research paper!I need to start researching sooonnn.And I dont feel like going out at all.

Keano has finally left LP,and is such a huge relief for me even though it means LP is left with 1 recognised striker.I mean what will keane contribute even if he stays.And,I did mentioned that RB was such a bastard when he bought him,and it proved me right,go back to my archive to prove it.But now,its left to Torres to propel LP.

anw.im free on v day.ANYONE ANYONE ANYONE?i dont wanna stay at home pls.its so so sad.