Somebody,
Teach me to have some self-awareness.
Teach me to have some confidence.
Teach me to be myself.
Teach me to be kind.
Teach me to love.
Teach me to be emotional.
.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
back to school!felt great.
and comparing to some white pig,my attachment wasnt that cui after all. :)
and comparing to some white pig,my attachment wasnt that cui after all. :)
ARGHHH
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
WAHHHHHHH!SIBEI SIAN!
doing report during CNY can really kill!but luckily,Im doing it at KT's house,with them playing mahjong and me doing the report,it helps abit!
BOOOOOOOOOO!
doing report during CNY can really kill!but luckily,Im doing it at KT's house,with them playing mahjong and me doing the report,it helps abit!
BOOOOOOOOOO!
The End.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Alright.End of internship.End of an absolute nightmare,which cannot be described in actual words,because of the intensity and severity.
The curtain reeled out,
A performance awaiting,
One of suspense and tension.
Hopeful and feverish;Awaiting the climax,
But it never came.
Unforeseen scenes unfolded,
Terrifying the audiences out of their wits.
A better day after a thunderstorm;The audiences thought,
Never it was.
More dreadful the story became,
That was detrimental to anyone watching.
Till the ending,
Dead leaves and wiltered flowers filled the stage.
A summary of the story.
The war has ended,
But the poor child was left alone,
All alone with his parents gone.
Despised and scorned,
Odds stacked against him.
He survived,
But only just.
The fight was so tough and tiring,
It left him alive,
But hopeless of the future.
The story ends.
Everyone knows the ending,
The boy died despite overcoming the odds.
Of weariness and despairness.
It sums up everything;Human can't defy fate,Fate can't defy a director.
I should say my internship was an amazing experience,but not a learning process.No matter what,I'm glad to end it,and proud to survive it.It was tough,and no one will understand the harshness of it unless you really experience it.But I thank those who who have helped me.
Anw.Its CNY!Its a MOOO MOOO year.And I shld be 21 based on the chinese calender.Its time I learned to take control of my life!
The curtain reeled out,
A performance awaiting,
One of suspense and tension.
Hopeful and feverish;Awaiting the climax,
But it never came.
Unforeseen scenes unfolded,
Terrifying the audiences out of their wits.
A better day after a thunderstorm;The audiences thought,
Never it was.
More dreadful the story became,
That was detrimental to anyone watching.
Till the ending,
Dead leaves and wiltered flowers filled the stage.
A summary of the story.
The war has ended,
But the poor child was left alone,
All alone with his parents gone.
Despised and scorned,
Odds stacked against him.
He survived,
But only just.
The fight was so tough and tiring,
It left him alive,
But hopeless of the future.
The story ends.
Everyone knows the ending,
The boy died despite overcoming the odds.
Of weariness and despairness.
It sums up everything;Human can't defy fate,Fate can't defy a director.
I should say my internship was an amazing experience,but not a learning process.No matter what,I'm glad to end it,and proud to survive it.It was tough,and no one will understand the harshness of it unless you really experience it.But I thank those who who have helped me.
Anw.Its CNY!Its a MOOO MOOO year.And I shld be 21 based on the chinese calender.Its time I learned to take control of my life!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
its distinct.that our 8 characters clashed.but still,I wanna fuck you.soon,you will be fuck off from my life.
Monday, January 19, 2009
It wasn't meant to be,
Your pride killed you.
See around you,
Judge and compare.
Be ashamed,
Be dejected.
Look into the mirror,
Smile at your lamentable image.
It sums it all,
An imcompetent man.
Man creates success,
Not luck.
Buck up,
To be someone worth of somebody.
I'm old.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I guess I have to admit I'm old.
Past weeks,just wish like getting home as soon as I can.Don't know why.But yea,the homely feeling is there.I guess I finally understand the meaning of driving.You don't have to drive out whenever you get a car.I just wanna drive home.Like earlier,I sped down CTE with 1 aim in mind:To get to my house NTUC and shopped for my favourite tidbits,sat down to watch TV and talked to my parents.Its amazing I take so much for granted previously.
Past weeks,just wish like getting home as soon as I can.Don't know why.But yea,the homely feeling is there.I guess I finally understand the meaning of driving.You don't have to drive out whenever you get a car.I just wanna drive home.Like earlier,I sped down CTE with 1 aim in mind:To get to my house NTUC and shopped for my favourite tidbits,sat down to watch TV and talked to my parents.Its amazing I take so much for granted previously.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Harsh words that sound unpleasant and nasty can hurt one instantly.
How can one not have a second chance?
Humans are all but of imperfective creatures.
Wealth is not measured by the amount of tangible assets which one owned.
It is about how magnanimous one can be,I guess.
I possesses flaws and all.Yes I know.
But simply because of some mistakes,vindication is inevitable?
Thats human,how sad can it be?
When all spoke of great generousity,what irony!
For a split second,it was tranqulity.
But no one said good things last.
In fact,bad things have a longer life span.
Thats life.
When one understands all of the above,
I believed its when one has accepted the reality,
That it is harsh.
But everything can change,
If you believe.
Everything is going against me,
But I am standing still,picking myself up whenever I fell.
Its not easy,but often,success comes after failure.
Stay strong!
How can one not have a second chance?
Humans are all but of imperfective creatures.
Wealth is not measured by the amount of tangible assets which one owned.
It is about how magnanimous one can be,I guess.
I possesses flaws and all.Yes I know.
But simply because of some mistakes,vindication is inevitable?
Thats human,how sad can it be?
When all spoke of great generousity,what irony!
For a split second,it was tranqulity.
But no one said good things last.
In fact,bad things have a longer life span.
Thats life.
When one understands all of the above,
I believed its when one has accepted the reality,
That it is harsh.
But everything can change,
If you believe.
Everything is going against me,
But I am standing still,picking myself up whenever I fell.
Its not easy,but often,success comes after failure.
Stay strong!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Work is seriously crazily busy on Friday that I'm being occupied every second.
Got much bruises today while playing soccer.Its fucking pain,I sweared.
SIP is ending in 2 weeks.HOoray.
Lastly.Constant supper with my buddies at Yishun!I love gatherings,small but cozy ones.It warmed my heart.
I'm blessed with great friends,not many though,but few of them is enough.The bond which holds us together,the woes that we shared and the joy that we created.Its special.Sometimes,I do take them for granted.But seriously,what will I be without them?I dare not think.Friendship that last,is those which reminds you of the joyful and sorrow time which all of you had encountered together.Had a great movie session of Red Cliffs at aq place and GV today.The best chillout session with friends will be going to a friend's place for some activity and simply siting down for a drink or 2 in any place..
Oh damn.Im working tomorrow at upp selatar.NO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP.
Got much bruises today while playing soccer.Its fucking pain,I sweared.
SIP is ending in 2 weeks.HOoray.
Lastly.Constant supper with my buddies at Yishun!I love gatherings,small but cozy ones.It warmed my heart.
I'm blessed with great friends,not many though,but few of them is enough.The bond which holds us together,the woes that we shared and the joy that we created.Its special.Sometimes,I do take them for granted.But seriously,what will I be without them?I dare not think.Friendship that last,is those which reminds you of the joyful and sorrow time which all of you had encountered together.Had a great movie session of Red Cliffs at aq place and GV today.The best chillout session with friends will be going to a friend's place for some activity and simply siting down for a drink or 2 in any place..
Oh damn.Im working tomorrow at upp selatar.NO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP.
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
This song been lopping in my mp3 for the past 3 days.1 song.
没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律
听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音
没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴
你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你
Cause Ibelieve
CauseIbelieve
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃
ok lah.some chinese songs are still pleasant to hear,especially for emoing.
没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律
听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音
没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴
你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你
Cause Ibelieve
CauseIbelieve
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃
ok lah.some chinese songs are still pleasant to hear,especially for emoing.
WOOOOOOOO
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Its 4 days into the new year but I haven posted my new year resolutions yet because I was busy with the 6A event!And what a blast!
New Year Resolutions
-Stay happy
-Prove my worth
-Love my family and friends
-May the world be peaceful
-Be thankful whenever possible
Only I will understand what the 5 pointers are,and I will work towards them!
And finally,the event of the year which the committee,headed by Jac had taken place yesterday at Bullion Park.It was the 10th Anniversary dinner for 6A '01',one which we have known each other for a decade.An amazing feat of friendship and memories which started 10 years ago.
The event was a success thanks to them-Jac,Jion,YuGuang,AnQing,Keith,Weiling,Reina,Katat,Edmund.I want to organise this again in 2,5,10 years time again.Its beautiful...
New Year Resolutions
-Stay happy
-Prove my worth
-Love my family and friends
-May the world be peaceful
-Be thankful whenever possible
Only I will understand what the 5 pointers are,and I will work towards them!
And finally,the event of the year which the committee,headed by Jac had taken place yesterday at Bullion Park.It was the 10th Anniversary dinner for 6A '01',one which we have known each other for a decade.An amazing feat of friendship and memories which started 10 years ago.
The event was a success thanks to them-Jac,Jion,YuGuang,AnQing,Keith,Weiling,Reina,Katat,Edmund.I want to organise this again in 2,5,10 years time again.Its beautiful...
2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
I wanted to post the last post of 08 earlier but I was running late,so this shall be my first post for 09!
anw.recapping,08 was a normal year,nothing surprising,nothing special,and maybe the only achievement I had was getting my driving license.
I wish 09 will be a better year?And hopefully more good things come along the way,and wishes all my friends a great 09!
Update soon!
and im going to write my resolutions soon.
anw.recapping,08 was a normal year,nothing surprising,nothing special,and maybe the only achievement I had was getting my driving license.
I wish 09 will be a better year?And hopefully more good things come along the way,and wishes all my friends a great 09!
Update soon!
and im going to write my resolutions soon.
