How can I skip the stage of adult from Teenager straight to Uncle?

But 7 signs are showing my adult stage is being obsoleted!

1.I drink coffee/tea every morning.
2.I read newpaper everyday.
3.I enjoy driving manual vehicles like van and lorry.
4.I scold hokkien vulgarities too on top of english one.
5.I KA-PUI in public but away from the visibiltiy.
6.I love beer more than cocktails.
7.I don't care about image anymore.

Must be the doings of SIP LA.Haha.But luckily there are also 7 signs I'm still a teenager.

1.I read 8 Days too.
2.I don't like aunties.
3.I like to drive recklessly but safely.
4.I listen to english songs.
5.I still like to eat fast food.
6.I use tissue paper instead of hankerchief.
7.I still like to exercise and play psp.

3 days of holidays before hell week. :)

I'm proud to say that I've really fully utillise my driving license of 5 months.The vehicle which I've driven-Honda Fit,Toyota Wish,Hyundai Sonata,Merc E something,Kia Rio,Mitsubishi vans,Toyota 10 feet lorry,Toyota 13 feet lorry,Toyota Rav 4.Okay la,the last 4 was because of my SIP.Heh,but it was a good experience for me.Next aim is to drive a sport car lah,who has a sport car to lend me?


A cube it portrays
A desire one prays

The mind sets for calmness
The heart says otherwise

Six sides of angles
Withholding the temper

Dynamic before
Stiff it now lays

A cube it remains
But of rigidity it has become

I'm thankful for the friendships I've made.All of them.

As quoted by steffie:'ydae's impromptu meet-up with yvon, wm, gary & jj was another blast :D
we laughed like nobody's business in the car, talked abt anything & everything under the starry sky at east coast park, raised our volume unknowingly high at siglap kfc when it's near their closing time, hunted for some supper goodies at blue lagoon, shared the techniques of how to eat the snail-thingy-look-alike, hidden-msg-talk abt the 3 bimbo-loooking coconuts, etc etc.
& our next date on friday's night: steamboat session! :D ohyah, & happppy anniversary to us! :D it's beeen a year since we know each other! HAHAHA
& we started to recall all the first time dat we met, dat we went for interview together & got in together, attended training together, worked together, helped each other cover up mistakes at natas fair, played viwawa at call centre lyk nobody's business, dinner/chill out/supper aft work together. HAHA. what's life without them at chan's, i just cant imagine.
& pls rmb dat "we'll be friends forever", lyk how the song 'graduation' played on air, suited our mood so much.'

Life is easier with friends..Even though people changed,I'm sure true friendship won't.Like I used to tell some,God has been kind to me in certain area and bad in some,and the good thing he has given me is the friends I have.Move on and don't think about it.

If blogger allows me to lock my entries,I would have lock 85% of it.There are so many things which I wanna bitch(oops),I mean hunk about,yet I can't do it openly,like my SIP and some random shit,but still they are not that serious to blog it in my private blog.i'm getting my tan back and i love it,even though if it means black to others,im a lover of black stuff.Woo.

Alright.Had a cool weekend.Damn.I think,I'm beginning to get use to my bangla life during SIP.AND finally I think both of my weekend for this week will be FREE.Ask me out lehhhh.Oh ya,I just found out there's one freaking big lump growing on my toe.wtf.


anw.i'm feeling quite terrible and lousy.terrible because of some things I did,which I am insensitive about it and I'm terrible sorry for any misery caused.Lousy because of fatigue.Whatever it is,I'm sorry.

Sometimes,I just feel inept and unproductive.I thought I had grown up,but there always come a time where I just screwed up everything.No matter how hard I tried,I still can't do it well..


Above the horizon,
A juvenile amidst those enthuasiasm.

Working vigorously to earn credits,
Obstructions clearly in the pit.

From optimism to dejection,
Dejection to Desperation.

Pathetic and lamentable he is,
Obsoleted and foolish to others.

Determined and preserving he will be,
Overturning the odds stacked against him.

How else can he do,
Underserving of anyone he shall be.

guess what prompted me to endanger my own life to drive this super long lorry?

I WANT STEAMBOAT!

ANYONE?STEFFIE?GARY?JJ?

Smiles are everywhere.Now tell me,tell me honestly,whose are real,which is genuine?Should I care whose what and not?Perhaps not.Live for what?Live for others?Damn,what fucking shit have I been doing all these years?I should have live for myself.

I tell you what.Embrace all smiles with gratitute.Reciprocate them,for what goes around comes around.But,but,beneath that smile of yours,remember you smiled because you wanted to,and not because it was meant to be.
















You will never understand it,till you experience it,and it hurts.

Its a long post.Fuck off if you are not prepare to read it.

Work was alright this week cause mon was at NHB event while wed was PH!!So only 3 days office,with 1 more day left to go before I resume my bangla-role tomorrow night!

Come to think of it,I've not be treated that bad either.I should count my blessings sometimes and not grumble too much since I've eaten my candy.Don't crack your head if you don't understand this sentence,it don't matter.

HAHAHA MOK POSTED THIS WILLING,NOT RELENTLESSLY JUST FOR 1 MILO BAR.
Friends at work!















I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something just not the same
What could say?

I need alittle more luck than alittle bit
'Cause everytime I get stuck,the words won't fit

I need alittle more help than alittle bit
Like the perfect one word no one should get

Your friends are telling you, you gotta move on
I don't know why I ever waited to say

I tried to laugh it off but I made things worst
What you give is always what you get
There's so much I haven't give yet

But you don't know what you got till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And everytime you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, no, no
You don't even know

All this time goes by,
And still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure, but none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

So I'll wait till kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I'm sorry if any think I've changed.Sometimes,somethings are really not within my control.Guess life's tougher to manage as you get older?Yes,no?

I don't have to do certain things,but I did it anyway,on my own accord.But fuck,I feel like a fool sometimes.Maybe,maybe being tyrannical will help.