Sometimes,I wonder,expecting changes,yet restraining my actions....Somehow,someday,someone,will take me away.To somewhere,somewhere where no one knows me.

Subdued a man may be,
Beneath the facade he bury,
The cries and tears seem unheeded,
Despairing at the future which is headed.

The austere quality of life,
Summarising the futile state which he lays.
Belief must stay strong amidst the challenges,
For a man will only mature with failures.

FYI

Amidst the comments, thanks people for the very sweet comments.But I just want to clarify that blogging down my thoughts, I am not seeking anything.I am not self-pitying.Blogging is my way of destressing, do not read too much into the post and not everything is related to work.Like what Jia Min says complaining is a way of destressing.Blogging is but a form of entertainment for me.So,don't say I'm EMO!!!lol.Creating some form of poem,is my way of self-entertainment,so don't worry people,for I will be as fine as a popeye! :)

Oh well.Expected.

Unorthodox methods have to be executed in order to fit the bill?Guess so.

Being merciful to others mean being merciless to yourself.Damn I should have known this long ago,but my parents taught me otherwise.It is proven now.Everything's got to change.

Fuck to cullibility.It wasn't meant to work.Being deceitful is....

But I won't become an ungrateful person because I understand how detrimental it is when goodwill is reciprocrate with ungraciousness.Fuck those.

Anyhow.Had a good offday today cause 2 cars going out together is real ZAI!

I'm OFF today!And I woke up at 9 again. ;(

At least some life for me this weekend!Yeeee Haaaaa.

Sat
Lunched at serangoon garden,went home sleep,wedding at night and chilling out with bros again!

Sun
CAR SHOW!and Bedok 85 BA CHOK MEE!!then work at night!


















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I SERIOUSLY WORKED 18 hrs yesterday from 9am till 3am.

Best thing is I can't sleep now.And I finally got a day off since my 1st day of work.So I better make full use of today!

update soon la.my brain is dead,so dead that it is used to waking up so early.Fuck.

I need to complain.As it is my only source of entertainment right now.Without it, I might as well go be a walking zombie.

God, this is tough. Tougher than I thought it was.

Nonetheless, I will preservere.

The complains will continue..

did anyone reminded me that EPL has started?Cause I haven catch any Liverpool game yet.DAMN!!!!

someone,someone,bring me out to chill/unwind.need one desperately.but i doubt i have the time too.

Its Mooncake Day today!!!

And sadly,I have to work today too.8am as usual at TPY but I left at 12pm and chong back and catch some sleep before another working week tomorrow.

and YES.We celebrated the festival by forming 6A.
And there's motorshow this weekend!!!!Let's go people!Pray super hard no event for me this weekend!!!!!!!!! and the only positive thing this week.LIVERPOOL BEAT MAN UTD LIKE FINALLY!!!!

Adapted from Nick Lachey's What's left of me.
Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:

Superrrrrr tireddddddddd.

i'm too tired to elaborate.

and it continues for 2 more days.

damn.

Alrighty.Back from everything.Before SIP commence,let me reminisced.
Day 1 chalet.SUPER CUI can.Thanks to Yvonne,Gary and XX who came,at least Eddie and me have some company for the 1st night.

Chalet was alright laaa.After checking out,immediately caught Sarah Marchell and then mustafaed.
1st half of Friday was spent packing my table.Evening was spent celebrating yvonne post-birthday celebration at tian tian steamboat.boooo...wasn't much food.but food doesn't matter when you have great company.so where is my favourite chill out place after dinner and you drive?Rochor tau huey and ECP la.Felt ashamed of myself after our heart-heart talk.But,did anyone know how awful I felt then?Maybe only Keith knew it.But still,I think I made a right choice.























Weekends spent with my family because I haven seen them for ages!Sunday went Macritchie and saw 2 monkeys making out la..Super cute and sweet.

Amazing walk,with breathtaking scenery.Bring your love ones,its gonna be so romantic.











Thoughts of the day.
Desolate one may be,
Pathetic I am to others.

Fate changed,so do personality.
Determination and resoluteness shall be the key.

By abiding and abolishing,
A twist in my story will be imminent.

HEY I'm back from the damages done,from the pre-exam syndrome.Since,everyday had been spent fruitfully with catch-ups with friends.No rest still but at least I get away from the lecture notes.

Chill out at ECP,catch-up with the back-from-US-but-still-forever-gossipy-ZW,visiting KT at hospital,icecubed,lower seletar car gazing,JJ's birthday surprise at cheapo-but-good Aston,Vballing at sentosa with h01 gang,JB-ing with pig dog friends.Chalet tomorrow till thur and there goes my 2 weeks of holidays.Boo,not looking to internship lah seriously.




















MY Random thoughts..
Thoughts can stray,
To a certain limit it stays.
Affirmations are what people say,
Still, the heart will not sway.

History cautions the desire,
Forbids the boy to wonder.
Pleads to be answered by some Angel,
Actions can engulf the phobia.

A for Assuredness,
B for Boldness,
C for Confidence.
Impressive they seem,
Possession is another thing.

A for Anguish,
B for Banish,
C for Crash.
Cynical they sound,
In my soul it buries.