YES!FRIDAY!!!!

OMG.I lasted this week with <5hr sleep each day.And I managed to complete like so many shitty stuff.and of course training for my nafa with pau and eddie on wed.and we played soccer,using a tennis ball.Well,we lost to Nicole and Eddie but at least I know Pau can't be a keeper.anyone looking to train for nafa.FIND ME K!

and now im training for my pull up,everyday at home using the pull up bar.I FEEL POWERFUL AGAIN when i do sports!!MUAAHAHHAHA!!!!I just need my dose of soccer and I will be a real MAN again. did anyone say nafa falls just a day before my birthday.THAT MEANS IM STILL 18!LOL.

Well,I hope it continues..

Cleared 2 of my tests today.One of them was my driving test.Yes,finally I passed.This time it seems alot smoother than the last.At least,I know I really tried damn hard this time.Saw Kevin and Adler(I dont know him Ok b4 this).Surprisingly.We took the same timing and guess what,ALL OF US PASSED TOO.POWER.But,during warm up,I totally screwed up.Mount kerb,Strike kerb,kiss the rocks.CHUI!But,after seeing my schoolmates,it calmed me down.And thank God,I got a freaking good tester seriously.Ok maybe not.Maybe because my skills are good.AHH.I got 14 pts.Not very good.I thought I can get 4.LIKE SERIOUS.Cause I din remember him marking after 1 in the circuit.Nvm.Pass is OK alrd.3 more to clear for this week.THANKS PEEPS FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME.I LOVE U ALL.

Reaching Ubin!
I posted this entry for one of my missing member.Am i sweet enough?
One my best shot.
U see the height difference?

Emo over projects...
missing grp mate,we walked that long ok.Into the sea somemore.
Drama mama
HAHAH!a cute tree

U know i dont want to take eddie
Look at mine and mel's expression.HAAH.
Richard Birthday Celebration at the clark quay.I rushed down from ubin ok.Full Gang somemore.How power.but everyone's leaving cb soon.=(

I can do it.I will survive till end of the week.=D

More ubin pics up soon!

Ok.So the week ended like in a blink of an eye AGAIN.WOOSH.Each day is just moving so so lightning fast okay.I swear.

So so so many things are preoccupying in my mind right now.Since 1,2 weeks ago?I swear.Its been that much.Friends,families,schools,money,rls everything you can think off.My schedule is so tight this few weeks.Well.1 more week of agony though.I can last it.After next week.There will be many results.Good or bad,I dare not think right now.Because,I know I haven prepare for them at all.I can only pray hard that I will be pass most of them.I hope all.

meanwhile.i really wish to nurture back to my norm again.For eg.sleeping before 1.Right now,Im happy to get 5 hours of sleep.But still,its quite a torture cause I will have to gulp down dozen of caffeine every day.Its been pretty hectic in my life all of sudden.But I guess this is part of the growing up process.

Right now.I shall attempt to do what I can do.And of course,making up for all the errors which I have done to people.Its 3am.I have to rest.
Presenting our 1st photo of the Rootbeer team

a poor champs league final by any standard.

one of the worst ever.

oh lord.

I have been screwing people upside down this week.seriously.i don't know what is happening?

apology doesn't seem the way out now.how?tell me.and why am I becoming this way?

Oh man.Have I really hurt somebody?It looks like so.But I really think that's the right one because I feel so?I feel it doesn't take a hand to clap.I feel the distance between us is getting bigger each time.

Anw.What I have said cannot be taken back.But still,I think that's the right way of settling something which wouldn't have gone any where too.so,face it.

traveling from the north,to the east,then to the west and then back to the east,and then to the north again.woooo.like some crazy shit and i banged my freaking head in the bus while sleeping today.fking embarrassing.

anw.it was a joyful one.at least.at least there's motivation.and i don't care what others think about me going for various interviews.i just know i need to respect the interviewers and not give them a last min notice that i m not going.again.my own decision.

sorry for the many posts these few days.i need it to destress.

I need motivations.Plenty of them.

This 2 weeks will be crucial and exhilarating.Its either make or break for me.There are so many things to be accomplished within this 13 days.Its a test for myself.No matter how hard,I believed its possible to get over it.I should think of the end,not the process.Toleration and determination is acute.Right now,I dont't know what I am doing is right or not,but I just hope that someone will appreciate it at the end of the day.

=DDDD SMILE.

its bullshit la when i see the email.

i mean din i state clearly about what to do.and if its really not right,at least have the tendency to msg me and ask about it.why do this shit.

anw i got eureka.not sure what now.fuck.

IM REALLY HIGH NOW.CAUSE I FINALLY SOME LIGHT TO MY MARKET ANALYSIS FOR MARCHE.BEEN TRYING DAYS AND SPENDING NIGHTS TO FIND SOME INFO ABOUT OUR COMPETITORS AND I THOUGHT WE ARE DOOM.Serious,hard work pays off,at least for now lah.

A good start to my friday with yakun with san and ying and ponning sch today!!WOOOOOO.Hope some company gets back to me today!!!!
=DDD

I thought I could secure an internship easily.But it doesn't seem so.Seems like my laidback attitude is not very good.

Initially I wanted to go back to CB.But after talks with several friends,I am sure I will make a right choice to join a new company.Thanks people for the opinions.I appreciate that.

Now I just want to join an event company.But it seems like my interview sucks lah.Just let me get into one PLSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

life's been upscaling again cause of projects.

damn im having lesson at 9am tomorrow but coffee's keeping me awake.and she's back tomorrow.

Oh em gee.Why do everyone seems to be tricking me these days?

People take me as a naive fucker.Or should I said I trust people too easily?I don't wish to think so complicated,hence all these pile of shits are building up on me.

Teach me how not to trust people easily.I don't know.

who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time

It was a wonderful night for me.

A simple dinner.However,the environment was just great,with class 95 playing behind the background.I suddenly felt it.It was simply beautiful.

It may be the last dinner before she flies to Japan for a week on Friday and the final time I see her.For once, I hope the time will just stop.

While walking her home,I had the urgency to hold her hand, hug her tightly.Not the first time though,but I just knew I had to get the facts right.I know,our relations are not that simple.I knew that it shouldn't have started in the first place.

For all those facts that I have been avoiding,I know there is a time to face it.And it may come when she's not around.By then,I hope I will have get it clear when she returns.

For now,just let me indulge in it.

For any readers.Don't ask me about it.I don't know how to put it into words.I don't know want your comments.Because this is complicated.I've blogged it,because then,I will see it and not avoid it.

It came so when it was least expected.

Everything wasn't meant to fall in place that easily.

Maybe it came too sudden.

Hence doubts are hovering.

But at least,I feel happier each day.

=) Thanks.