Woo.my dearest michelle is so sweet.
she saw me eat pastamania last time round and promised to cook for me and kuanwei.then waited so long never cooked.then wrote in messagebook then she cooked for me today and brought her homemade spagehtetti to rp early in the morning.
so touched.really gonna missed my whole bj team.realised how fun the times was.but will surely go back every week...
woo.this blue vodka brand is so strong.
this pic i took before eating the spaghetti.
v for vendetta was nice.but not bloody though.
had a great last supper with collegues.we rocked on guys.
i really dont know what to do.im tired.
last supper for bj team today.felt sadness.4 months of working will end this wed.
i dont know what im doing.am i being obsessed?
its great to end the day and start a new day in this way..
never mind then.i straighten out my thoughts already.something need not be rushed.just let it arrive naturally.cause i knew this time round will be futile again.its ok,since its not the 1st time.
united team of mother jane's territory!!!
had a good time today.went out walkathon with jion ben
walked from orchard to esplanade.then stoned there for 30 mins.
and guessed what.jion got his 3rd gf.cool man he.how easily can a man be beaten and some succeeded with a touch.some,forever lost in the misty wood.
then went msq bowl and eat with cousin and family.great time.this will be my life after i quit.
im being such an absouletly failure in it,no matters how much i yearn and tried for it.i should just bang the wall.must i changed everything to get it?
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
whee.what a day.did many things again.
morning went to east coast to rollarblade.until 2+ then rush home get ready for dinner later at sakura with ms chionh and gang.promised to treat her last time round.
aft that we chong around orchard road.went cuppag.ewe chong the road when the traffic is busy.nice.then played cs.funnest cs ever.the map we played rocks.
then chong across to get to mrt again.wtf.tomorrow working.i really hate to work again.i totally hate it.nvm,im left with 9 more days.
how fruitful can my day get.
went iceskating with wy and zk.cool.1st time doing it.a good experience.theres no difference in rollar blading and ice skating.
then went suntec it fair.crowded man.at night still jammed at citylink.so i zk abd ben went old lau pa sat to eat dinner.then the finale came.
woo.went home take train.saw a super pretty girl standing in front of ben and i.then mthe seat beside me suddenly empty.in my heart was like "oh come on please sit down".then she sat down beside me from toa payoh.
ben envy me sia.then i decided to accompany ben to sembawang mrt.haha...a good feeling...
omg.i cant imagine how much a girl can buy.
alot.my sis returning from hk with 1 bag came back with 8 bags.thanks ar.
a whopping 8k+ she spent.cool.1 lv bag 2k+.QIANG AR.i pity her boyfriend.cool.she bought a digital cam.its gonna be mine after awhile.
this week work damn slack.mon A,tue off,wed half M,thur 12/4,fri off,sat F,sun off.
im happy cause going rp to relief tomorrow.
heard theres a new las vegas uni coming to singapore to cater to those studying the tourism course.im excited.
however strong a person,he cant stand that tall forever.
im very tired.everyday is just work and sleep.and to maximise my time for each day,i will have to sleep at 2++am,just to use the com and watch some tv.else there will be no life for me.
but i really cant do this forever.this customer told me i need to get some sleep.i didnt know how he knew i was lack of sleep.
i need to stay focus for just 3 more weeks.then is goodbye.ben and i have already what to do after we resign.
woke up early in the morning just to check.mg,was expected to see SP tourism.
then sky fell down on me.tp.wah piang.so sickening sad.was adament to get in sp.so went down sp.but can only appeal on mon.so mon then go.
oh im so sad.tp is far from me.and so cant everyday go town see mei mei already.then only got yong siang the only person same course.at least sp got zw.then ben they all also sp.
watch fd3.goring show.but nice la.cause got abit ra.pray that i appeal successfully.
i dont know whether by studying lit really made me feel alot.but i have quite alot of mixed feeling for the past few days.
whenever some foreign workers came into shop and look at things they liked so much,like a long pant,he asked the price and said wah so ex.i knew they liked the pant very much but cant afford it at all.its like they worked so hard and there they get,a meagre pay.
when they asked for discount,i cant oblige to it even though i wouldnt mind sharing my 30% off,but i cant.its that kinda of feeling when you cant get things you like.horrible.
i remembered i started out with a pessismistic thoughts,without any confidence.its was you who gave me confidence,told me to so much.i have learnt lots from you.separation sometimes is inevitable.i treasured the moments.thanks alot.
damn.got pay then anyhow spent already.
bought 1 xbox dvd playkit,1 movie,1 speaker and 1 bag...$100++ le...
but the speaker looks good booming in my room.
