Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else

I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Drew 6 6..scored 1..sianz.

I will miss her.Will the day come when we be together..or will it just be a wishful thinking of mine?

Hey..just return back from a math tuition..oh man.From 4.30 to 8..Wah seh..but never mind..its worth it..just ask berra.

got back my a math test..man..unbelivable..38/50.2nd highest leh..i must hao lian abit la..rarely i get 2nd for academic result..but im glad though..haha..qiang ar..

i am so tired..wah..tomorrow still got soccer match.Die.Must score.

Got back my math test paper today..woohoo..got 41/50..oh man..shock tio..haha..3rd highest in class neh..haha..hope tomorrow can do as well for my math ct..

fuck my legs.i cant seem to score a single goal nowadays.maybe i should hang up my boots.damn it.

just to update.

While having a math test on tuesdays,Mr tan was beside me..then i heard farting sound,oops..that came from him himself..lolx..i laugh..and he said sorry..funny guy..

today was a slacky day..no sch today because of the carnival on sat..

woke up at 8+ study..lolx..study a math..wahaha..die liao..many thing dunno..heck la..

then 3pm went to opss to play a soccer match..haha..i and chichao had to sneak in..by climbing in through the back gate..then we had to act like robbers..it was fun though..

we won 4-1..i again didnt score..haizz..dunno whats wrong..but i did assist..but never mind,what matter is that we won..Cheers N.A.Vonda

Ok,i think that guy who blogged was referring to me who walked and slacked the whole day at the carnival as when i came back from the band performance,he asked me if it was funwatching the show and said i was clever,sacarstic though.Well,if thats what he thinks,i have nothing to say.

Yea,i did bring my friends for a walk around the school and went to watch the bands performing..but i did stay till 8.40 to clean up the whole place,and tried all means to sell the foods away..Well what did others did??1 went around taking photos of girls.Some went to play the whole day,some didnt even came to our stall to help out a fucking bit..Some left when told that they had to clear the rubbish,And 1 left because he wanted to sleep..I am not angry but pissed that they can have clear conscious doing stupid things..

Talking about class spirit,i think we lacked that though.

Woohoo..got my 2nd jersey..Nice..orange..like Holland that colour..Tan Ahwei no. 20..hopefully i can do well in that jersey..and ya..bought the sour skettle today..finally sia..it had vanished for a long time until now.

well people hated me because i hated them.Thats simple yea.Well,in soccer,theres definately fiction going on between team players..well did you ever see man utd players hugging arsenal players??Nope.Well due to some idiotic cases,ppl from 4d and h hated me for being a bitch in soccer.

Well i hated them too since we played each others.Well,at least i know who hated me and i hated them too..its always this case because of the way i hold myself for the team..i be the bad guy..as others dun wan..therefore some idiots hated me because of the fact that i always win them in soccer..sore losers though..

well nvm..who cares when its only about 4 months when u bid gb to ur sch..freedom finally..but i tink i only offended aobut 5 ppl for now..the way i conducted myself in PE soccer match..they sux and i sux..my class pl gt bullied and i stand up to speak up for them when no one else did..and for some inexplicable reason,that bastard see me as a hated figure.

Yea,I am that bad guy..but if i am not,who else would?Hey,i just said to them:

Do you know how to player soccer?

And i make this damn fucking clear again,i will speak up for my teamates and be THAT bad guy for them..Its stupid to get bullied...

I am not going change myself to suit other people because i do not think i was in any wrong and while i am on and off the field,i am 2 different person..people who knew me on the field will hate me if they play against me but people who know me off the field will have different opinions of me..well i cant change anybody opinion of me because is them who control their mind..

lets get this clear..i play soccer with passion and respect it as a sport..therefore i take great pride in it while playing..hate me if you want,like me if you want,i dont care abit.

complicated.

I'm dead.

I need to think of ways to get 75 bucks because i 'bought' 15 tickets and need to sell it off.Thats 15 in total and i really cannot to fork out the 75 bucks from my own pocket.Someone help me please.

I'm stress out in school and stress out at home.Piles of work waiting for us to be completed.Inhuman.

While receive bad news about my team again..1 more player has left prior to Dan the man's departure..that is Chee Pong..well i do not make out why he left our team when he was pictured playing happily with us..this is sad..at this rate we are going,i do not see a bright future for us.

Got a shock call from Leonard at 7+ who wanted me to join their team,not again!He asked me to reconsider and to consider it carefully,come on dude,you sucks.Don;t waste your breath..i am not going to leave.

I haven been feeling that great for the past few day,due to my below par performance for my team on saturday.It has caused me some disturbance and my morale was relatively low.

I was thinking through the night on sunday,and lied on the bed for 2 hours..wondering if i should just retired from the game,but still think what happen on saturday was due to my new boots and my low-confidence.Well,i will train extremely hard for the next few weeks.

Today our class went to the parliament,it was eather boring..well,POLITICS just didn't interest us..while on MSN today,Leonard and Pravin took turns to psycho me to join their new team,it was rather surprising considering how we once were in the same team and they decided to leave our team because they felt they had been treated unfairly..

Leonard was like telling me i wasn't important there and if i were to jin their team,i will be in the 1st team.Oh come on..I am already in the 1st team now,his team didn't have enough players..I'm a fool to join..My team peoples bombasted me with messages when they hear the news,asking me if i really are joining their team..NO WAY.I will not leave the New Age Vonda and betray my conscious.

London won..er..thanks to Beckham..he would have been 37 by then.

I'm 16.Finally.

oh well

had a soccer match as usual against sec 3 boys from opss..the same team which i scored 4 goals against last time round.It was fast paced game from the start..Irfan again scored with an audacious shot which strikes the bar before going in,then he scored another,then i scored..and after that had a goal disallowd.Oh man,that was in and the sec 3 idiots say nah..peace....then 1st half was 4-0,2nd half was 5-2.To round up,we won.That was the aim,isn't it?So what if i didnt scored 4 goals,WE WON..woohoo..VONDA!!!

yesh..finally im turning sixteen soon after 15 years..yea nc 16 show..woohoo.