POC lo. And my tekong life ends.Remembering how tough the 1st 2 weeks was, that I get emo by looking at the stars and planes across the moon-lited sky. Range,grenade,IPPT,fieldcamp,armoury maintainence,area cleaning-routines that never seem to end.Glad to survive without visiting the MO once.A short phrase of NS life has just ended,and the next one is of uncertainty.I just prayed hard I get a good vocation.Nonetheless,I looked back,BMT was fun with my buddies who share the woes together,but there are some who are equally fucked up.It was tough,but at least I think it has trained my endurance level.LOL.The next is ORD,which is like long long way.And now,i think i will miss the starry night which cant be seen in mainlight,and the roaring engine of the planes,and imaging myself in the plane going for a getaway!

I teared my heart open. The scars remind us it was real.

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well

And I hope its a slow spinning redemption

Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

It should be one of imperfect perfections.

And I survived from the muds and puddles from field camp.

Everything was just crappy, and I'm finally glad Im in Pes c. Less shit, but still there's alot I think.

Plans are just so 'unplanfully planned' that it made me lose any normal human sensual activity.

IPPT after field camp was equally......and even though I already tried, I still failed my running. And it means there's a high chance of getting RT next week when it is supposed to be a longggg weekend! GOD,save me!

2 weeks!!!!!!! I will get this shit over.

I hate sundays now.

20 plus days and its passed out soon.Endure!

and its field camp next week.Boo.

It's freaking good to return home.

Too bad I can't blog about anything else I will be charged.Lol.

Thank God I survived the confinement.Its all time low morale where each day seems so long that I thought 2012 was here.

And off I go.




Back soon,stronger,I promised.